MESSAGE FROM "CARRIE"

GÄSTBLOGGARE "CARRIE BRADSHAW"

Me and the bloke I've been dating went for a meal on our own and we had such a nice time for about 3 hours, then guess who turns up!!!

The illusive Mr F and about 20 work mates. It was soooooo embarassing and Mr F didn't even say hello to me but only to the bloke I've been dating. It was so weird.

I've seen him once before with the bloke I've been dating and even then the atsmophere between us was really strange, no one knew what to say and you could've cut the tension between us with a knife.

It was his choice just to be friends and my choice might not have been the smatrest of moves but it wasn't planned it just happened.

What did he expect??? for me to sitt around for the next 20 years pining and crying after him??? I bloody think not, I moved on!!! and now he won't even say hello to me when I've known him since I was 16??? It's seriously weird, not to mention a bit mean.

I did the right thing and told the bloke I've been dating that he could stay with his work mates as long as he wanted and that I was cool with it but that I was leaving. I'm working really long hours over the weekend so it suited as well. I don't want to be the kind of girl who bitches and moans about blokes hanging out with their friends anyway so it all kind of fitted well and I'm fine here on my own in his flat drinking tea, blogging and watching TV, It's really nice to get some time alone.

But I can't help being angry with Mr F, It's like he is regretting his decision now I've finally made mine and is perfectlu OK with it. Is he trying to make me insane????
In the end of the day he'd be a shit boyfriend who lies and makes excuses and it would never work and I don't want him no more but he should treat me better since it was his choice and I've now moved on like he wanted.

Men sucks big time!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks Mia for letting me use your blog.

Love "Carrie"